A Prayer About When The Truth Is Unbearable

Most Precious Lord Jesus, Gentle And Wonderful God, Truly Awesome And Ever-present Holy Spirit,
Precious Lord Jesus, I love you.
There are times when I think I cannot bear to see, hear, or know the truth.
There have been times when the truth about some things has crushed me.
With only my own power, with no faith in you, without having you as my friend and companion, and without a true personal friend of any kind, I know the truth will surely crush me.
However, I need not be without you, my Father in Heaven, I need not be without you my blessed Savior, and I need not be without the Holy Spirit who is with me all the days of my life.
Yet even when you are with me, there are times when I do not want to know or hear the truth.
There are times when the truth is so horrible and so painful my soul is crushed.
However, when the truth is unbearable, I shall bear up because I have you with me.
When I must face the unbearable truth about a loss or I have lost and the weight is unbearable, there is within me this very instant a power flowing down into my heart and life.
I affirm this power flowing down into my heart and life not only pushes back against the darkness but eliminates the darkness.
I affirm your power of light, love, and compassion makes even the worst truth bearable.
I affirm your power of light, love, and compassion makes all things new.
I affirm your power in the presence of my darkest hour when I can find strength to face what I think I cannot face…even when I face an unbearable truth.
All these things I humbly pray in the name of my most Blessed Lord Jesus Christ, my Mighty God, and my Ever-present Holy Spirit upon whom I can rely.
Amen