I love you Lord. I am sorry I did not do the "I love you" first. I am really beat up and hurting today. I am in a lot of pain. End of complaints.
Yes, I know you are in pain. You are being purified. All parts of your soul are being purified for the future.

This does not sound right. I am in pain daily. I will probably die in pain. How does pain, daily pain, purify me.
Pain is like fire. Fire burns up impurities, germs, viruses, all the really bad things get burned up in the fire. As you battle against the pain and try to live with it, your focus can go either toward yourself or toward me. When you focus on me, you build strength. When you focus on me, you are defeating the purpose of the pain. The purpose of the pain is to try to get you to forget about me. When you hurt, you do not think much about me do you?

No, Lord, my focus is on the pain.
You see, the pain turns you away from me. The pain makes you selfish. I know you are concerned about the future. I know you want to know about the future. However, I put my hand up in the form you just received to show you that you are not to go there. You are not to go to a place where you get prophetic messages except as I deem appropriate. I do not want you to receive prophetic messages because they are too overwhelming. They are especially overwhelming now. If you knew about the future, you would be overwhelmed. Your focus in serving me is to reach out to help, to uplift, to give hope, to give assurance, to show others how much I love them and care for them. This is a time of great anxiety in the world. In this time, people are full of anxiety because they have no hope. You are not full of anxiety because you can see me. You can hear me. You know who I am. You know where I am. You know that someday we will meet face to face. No matter what happens in your life and in the world, you will survive. You will even survive death. Your whole being will survive death. You will be lifted up, out of your body, in an instant. You must not be afraid, for the future that is important, is the future you will have with me. You are responsible. You hold the keys to the future in your own hands. Every person is responsible. Every person holds their ultimate future in their own hands.

Lord, I want to know about evil. Evil is emerging everywhere it seems here on Earth.
Evil is darkness. Evil is darkness that cuts and shreds humanity. Evil is like a knife that cuts the heart out of human life. Evil will, at some point, be defeated in the world. I will not tell you when or how, but someday evil will be no more. To combat evil you must love. Love is the only true weapon against evil. Evil has a season. Evil is like a virus. Evil has to run its course. A virus makes you sick. You are a victim of the virus until your body builds up strength to fight the virus. Sometimes a virus kills the body. Evil sometimes kills the body and the soul. To fight evil you need outside help or assistance. I am here to help you. I am the ultimate outside assistance to fight evil. We have talked about free will and how it permits human life to glorify me and raise the level of human function above the level of the evil one. The evil one does prowl the earth. The evil one devours. The evil one kills. The evil one gets people to kill each other. There is a pattern. There is always a pattern and a connection between the evil one and pain, suffering, killing, terror, and sin. The evil one wants the heart, life, soul, and attention of every person on Earth. Every person is tempted. Jesus was tempted. You are tempted. All human beings are tempted by the evil one. Some persons not only do not resist the evil one, they love the evil one. Pain and suffering are an assault upon you by the evil one. The pain you feel this minute is from the evil one. In spite of many trials, wage war against the evil one by being with me. Remain in my love. My love is like a room full of this wonderful mist or vapor. You can come into this room and be with me and absorb my love into your heart, soul, and body. You can breathe in my love. You can drink my love. You can feast on my love. Evil has no way to stop my love from soaking into your heart, soul, and life.

When we are in pain, or we are tempted, or we just cannot focus on you, your mist of love, or focus on anything at all, what do we do? What you say sounds good but every minute is a distraction right now. We are all distracted. We are distracted by anxiety, worry, doubt, pain…you name it, and we are being pulled apart individually. The longer this terror thing goes on the greater the strain on us as a family, nation, and world.
The evil one wants you to be pulled at. The evil one wants you to come unraveled. I want you to stay in tact. I want you to stay together. With me, when you remain in my love, you will still have hurt, pain, and trials, but you will remain in tact or remain together in my love. Everyone must suffer in some way in some form. Suffering is the requirement of life. When you get to shed the earthly body in which you are trapped, your days of suffering will be over. I speak these words to you personally. You love me and try to remain in my love. Some times you fail because of the pain but you still want to be with me in my love. You have accepted me into you heart and life. As long as you remain in me, you will stay in tact. You make jokes about coming unraveled. This is good. This is good because you know the score and are strong enough to handle the adversity. More adversity is coming. Yes, you are entering a time of further testing. But at the end of the test, just imagine the most glorious place. Imagine seeing me. Imagine the party we will have. Remain in me and I will give you rest. Remain in me constantly and I will be your guide and helper. I know your heart aches over many things. Remain in me and you will find rest. Remain in me by going to your special park bench where we meet. Remain in me by listening to music. Remain in me by working for my kingdom on Earth. No matter what happens, remain in me. It is not wrong to admit you need me. You do not want to admit you need help. Shame on you, in my most humorous way of saving this, for thinking you can do it all yourself. Yes, you are a do-it-yourself person. In this area, you wonderfully have no fear. But even you, my son, need me. You need help from me.

I do not want to admit it but, yes, I do need help from you. I am terrible at asking for help. I want to do it on my own. However, I am tired. I get really tired of fighting the fight. I am weary. With everything that is now going on in the world, I am more weary. I don't think people understand the true nature of chronic suffering.
You may be weary but you are also strong. No matter how much you want to quit, even when it seems you cannot go on any longer, you always remain focused. The evil one has tried thousands of times to get you and others to give up, give in, quit, stop, and turn away from me. You have always come back to me. I understand that you are weary and want it all to stop. Just remember the battle is not for long. Remain in me and remain true to me. Give 110% of all you are to me. Do not whine, do not complain, do not pout, do not think that you should have some kind of special grace to take away your cross. You are to bear your cross for me. What is so profound is that all the suffering is for me.

What do you mean, "all the suffering is for me?" Do I not suffer for reasons other than you?
This is the profound truth about suffering. Suffering occurs because the evil one hates me. The evil one hates anything or anyone that connects to me. I create life. The evil one hates life. The evil one wants to take life. The evil one wants to take the life out of you because the evil one knows that I uphold life in you. It is because of me that you suffer. In a criminal, in a person who has turned away from me, there may be pain but there is less pain than there would be if the criminal remained in me. There is less pain in the criminal only for a season. The criminal will have less pain only for a short time. Then when the criminal dies the criminal will be in such outer darkness the pain will be so great the mind cannot conceive of this pain. This pain will go on for eternity. All because the criminal did not come to me, did not accept me, did not repent. The way of my Son, the way of me, the way of my Holy Spirit is a way of pain. When you suffer, turn to me, and your suffering will have an end. People do not come to me because they know there will be suffering connected to me. Suffering is a winnowing tool. Suffering separates the wheat from the chaff. The chaff has no value. In you, the suffering separates the chaff of your life. The suffering, the burning, the trials, the tribulations, all melt down your soul and life. When you are melted down, then the impurities can be scraped off or poured off. Metal is refined by heating the metal so the metal melts. The impurities are scrapped off the top of the molten metal. Water is purified by raising the temperature of the water to a boiling point. The water turns to steam. The steam condenses. The condensed water is pure. In the same way, suffering changes your form from that of water to that of pure vapor.

I still do not like it. I still get tired of it.
You are not supposed to like it. You are supposed to get tired of it. Just remember that the more you suffer the more you have to offer me. The more you suffer, the more I want out of you. Yes, I know this seems like I am expecting too much. However, I want 110% from you. I do not want 99% or even 100%. I want all of you and then some.

How can I give 110% when I do not seem to have anything at all?
You need me. You need me every hour. Admit it. Admit that you need me.

Yes, Lord, I do need you. I do need you every hour.
You have just reached the pinnacle of life. You have just reached the mountaintop of life. Yes, I know that most of the world thinks this mountaintop is a joke. The world does not understand this pinnacle. The world only understands the illusion of power. The world thinks the top of the mountain is reached by self, by ego, by personal achievement, by exerting self to achieve for self. However, the pinnacle of life is reached when you stop trying to do everything on your own and you reach up to me.