The following conversation between a believer and God is not meant to represent a specific
theology or theological truth. It represents one believer's struggle and the response that
believer represents as God's truth for that believer and that believer alone.
Hello Lord, I love you.
I love you back, my son.
Sometimes when I want to pray I can't. I am too exhausted, too tired, too hurt,
too wiped out, in too much pain
Yes, I know about that and I am with you. You must remember that even when you cannot
utter words, even when you have no words, you can be with me in a spirit of prayer. Prayer
to me is like music coming from your soul just to me. Prayer is the way we connect. Even
when you cannot utter one word but you come to me or even just want to come to me then I
am glorified. Prayer is the most important part of life. No matter what you might have to
go through during the day, the time we spend together in prayer is the most important.
What do I do when I cannot utter words or when I cannot even think of words.
You can still pray by resting in me. I see the intent of your heart. I see
what goes on in your heart, mind, and soul. When you cannot utter thoughts or words, you
can think about me. When you cannot utter thoughts or words, you can rest in my presence.
When you cannot think of anything to say you can still connect to me by wanting to connect
Sometimes it seems you do not answer.
I always listen. I always understand. I always know what you and others need.
Yes, it may seem I do not answer but I do answer. I answer in ways you cannot know or
understand. I answer in ways that you cannot even pray about for my ways are mysterious.
My ways must remain mysterious for a time, but I always answer. When you pray for healing,
although healing may not seem to come, healing will come at some point. When you pray for
healing and the person you pray for comes to me after they leave their body there is more
than healing. Healing of the body is not the ultimate gift I can give a person. The
ultimate gift I can give a person was sent to you in the form of my Son who died upon the
Cross. Through Christ and acceptance of Him in a person's heart and soul, there will come
a day when healing happens by shedding the physical body and sailing away into my Light
and Love and Heaven. When you leave your body you are healed but not just healed for you
are given a new body. So when you pray for healing for the people on your list, someday
they will be not just healed but transformed. I go beyond doing what you ask for. I go
beyond answering what is prayed for. You would not believe it if I could show you how far
I go beyond what you ask for in prayer. This is why prayer is so important. Prayer is the
great shield between the evil of the world and you. Even when the evil one comes and tries
to destroy you and destroy your body, when you pray there is a victory being assured in my
heavenly realms. Think of prayer like football. Every time you pray you score points
against the opponent. When you do not pray, the opponent scores points against you. When
you do not pray, the points build up against you and you lose. The real winners in life
are not the people who live a long time or who have money, wealth, fame, or position. The
real winners in life are the people who pray to me in humility and contriteness. I love
people who pray and am able to do great works because they pray to me. When you pray in
any form at all, you are talking to me. I am your father, your creator God. I want you to
always be talking to me. Always be in my presence no matter what your mood, your emotions,
your feeling, your thoughts, no matter what, I want you to be talking to me. Even when you
cannot think of anything to say to me, you can be with me in your heart. When you are with
me in your heart, you are in prayer with me. Imagine what the world would be like if
everyone prayed all the time. Imagine what a different place the world would be. In
heaven, all the beings on all the levels pray all the time. We all connect in this
supernatural glorious way. In heaven, all the spirits rise all the time. We are in
infinite motion rising all the time for we cannot be kept down. In heaven, we are sailing
upwards all the time. On earth, when you are bound by your body, and because of the
physical and emotional pain of life, you cannot sail upwards except when you pray. When
you are alive on earth, you build up fuel for your journey upwards throughout eternity
when you pray. When you pray there are ripples of my love that go throughout the world to
people you do not know. When you pray for one person then others are receiving my love.
When you pray for all the people you know, then all those people receive my love and
people beyond them receive my love.
Lord, in our world today it looks like we are at the end of all things. It
looks like the end of our lives and way of life. It looks like even our freedom of worship
can be taken away along with our families and people we know. When we pray, what happens
to this world? When we pray, does it make any difference in the war against darkness and
Yes, it does make a difference. It makes an enormous difference. Like I said before,
think what a dark world the world would be if no one prayed. The amount of prayers prayed
by the number of people praying by the intensity of the prayer in their heart makes up a
supernatural equation. The prayers people pray determine many things in the world. The
prayers determine the future of the world. Jesus did not know when the end of all things
was to come and when He would come back to you because of the prayer equation. Prayer is
the determining factor in nearly all events. Imagine how important prayer is and you
cannot imagine enough! If all people prayed at the same time on the earth, then things
would change immediately. When people of the earth do not pray, then things devolve. It
makes no difference whether people pray with their lips, mouth, or vocal chords, as some
believe. When you pray, you must pray in your heart of hearts. When you pray, come to me
and I will hear you for I love you, and I will always love you. I will always hear you and
I will do what you ask me but you may not know the time, place, or circumstances of my
answers. Feel my presence in your heart. Feel my descending beam of love coming over you.
Feel my uplifting and upwelling power from within you. Rest in my hiding place within the
great dome of heaven where we can always meet. I love you my Son.
I love you Lord.