The following conversation between a believer and God is not meant to
represent a specific theology or theological truth. It represents one
believer's struggle and the response that believer represents as God's
truth for that believer and that believer alone.
morning, my son.
love you, Lord.
I love you back, my son.
I not publish this when I pour out my innermost heart? Shouldn't I have
a little space to just call my own?
Your space is my space. When I spoke to you and commanded you to do this
and then you accepted the command, all the space that you think is your
space was given to me. I am not saying that I commanded you to give up
your private relationship with me but you gave and still give because of
your love for me.
do not always feel a love for you. Sometimes it is as if I am nothing
more than a typist taking dictation from someone else. In fact, I would
like to stop doing this right now and go do something else.
make me laugh, my son.
I was only half truthful for fun but you know what I mean.
I know what you mean. You must remember that when you give up your
privacy, that others get a chance to see how difficult and how easy the
walk of faith is. People do not share with one another what you and I
share. Because you follow my command to feed them, others will be able
to see they are not so alone in their battles. It is especially
important that people come to me and be close to me now for time is
short. Time will not move ahead forever. In all people, the time of
their life gets shorter every second. What so few people realize is that
whether the earth comes to an end before they die or they die before the
earth comes to an end, they still die. Everyone must kneel before me in
love. It is not enough to go through the motions or just say the words.
Everyone must come to me in spirit and in truth.
want to go home Lord. I want to go back to a place in the land where I
see familiar sites, buildings, land, and people. I am homesick. I get
this way on occasion but usually come out of it.
I know your heart is not where you are now. However, I brought you here.
You know I touched you so you would come to be where you are now. I have
a mighty purpose in keeping you where you are at the present moment.
Sometimes I cannot reveal why I do what I do. Sometimes I refuse to
reveal why I do what I do. You must have patience. For in patience you
will eventually understand how all things are being worked out for my
glory. I know you hurt to return to where you see familiar things and
people. However, doing my will by staying where you are is more
important to me and what you are called to do for me is more important
than where you are. Where you are with me is more important than where
you are on the map.
world has suddenly come to a very dangerous place in its history. Can we
talk about that?
I cannot talk to you about world conditions. There are ways I am working
through you and you must not waiver from those ways. My mission through
you is being fulfilled by your doing what you are doing. If we get
diverted from doing what you are doing then millions of souls will be
hurt. You know how I am working through you. You know how I am
communicating things to you. The handwriting is on the wall. You do not
need me to write more for you. Read the handwriting.
all the people ever know about you at the same time? Will you send some
kind of unmistakable sign for them to know that Christ is Lord of all.
will not answer that. Let us continue at another time. I love you my
love you Lord.