The following conversation between a believer and God is not meant to
represent a specific theology or theological truth. It represents one
believer's struggle and the response that believer represents as God's
truth for that believer and that believer alone.
Hello my son.
I rejoice in you. I rejoice in your life. I rejoice in your victories. I
feel compassion for you in your defeats. You have come to me because you
are tired. You have come to me because you want the battle to end.
However, I did not order you to your task to quit and run away. I
ordered you to your task expecting and wanting you to fight the good
fight to the very end. What you think are failures are victories. What
you think is stagnation is progress. What you think amounts to nothing
is really everything. What others do not see, I do see. What others do
not know, I do know. Because you are faithful and you work in your pain,
I will bless you forever. Because you are faithful and fight the good
fight beyond your human ability, I will bless you forever. Do not expect
me to do less for you. Even when things seem to have crumbled around
you, even when it seems you cannot go on, I order you to push on! I
order you! I am not asking. I am not requesting. I am not suggesting. I
am ordering you to never quit until I wrap my arms around you here in my
I will follow your orders as I have in the past.
I have never wanted to give up but I do want it all to end. Sometimes it
seems the battle will swallow me up and I will be no more.
shall ever swallow you up. You will have setbacks. You will have
momentary defeats. You will make mistakes. You will falter. You will
fall down. You may even find yourself overcome, but remember I have
overcome all and in me you shall overcome all that is ever put before
you. You are not alone in this war. You are not alone for in heaven and
all around you are my angelic warriors. In the bitter moments, in the
moments when you most need them, they are around you and they are
pouring my love into your heart and soul.
How did I ever get into this? How did I ever get
into this lifetime battle for you?
I ordered you
and you followed. Because you followed you will be given mountains of
blessings in the life to come.
You have my popcorn ready?
Yes, my son.
I have your mountain of popcorn ready. Do you smell the aroma? Do you
smell the hot butter being poured over it? Do you see and taste the
All is being prepared for you and your home is being built next to the
river of life. In heaven we do not eat, we partake. In heaven we absorb.
In heaven what we partake of becomes a part of us and we become a part
of it. You have never tasted popcorn like my popcorn. Imagine absorbing
and immersing yourself in the totality of popcorn. Don't you love this
thought? Don't you love this idea? J
Yes, Lord, I do love this thought. I do love
this idea. Wow!!!
Rest in these
thoughts when you need rest. Rest in these thoughts when you feel you
cannot go on. For your future is as bright as the sun. You days to be
shall reach out into eternity in fun and great times with people you
love. You shall have no more pain. You shall have no more hardship. You
shall have only joy, peace, and happiness forever. Of course, you have a
choice. You can turn heaven down and in exchange for heaven you can have
an eternity of torment and suffering unknown to even you. Imagine your
worst moment of pain and that moment will be multiplied hundreds of
thousands of times over if you choose to reject me and live for Satan.
No, no, no I don't think so. I think I like the
mountain of popcorn. J
You can get kind of scary Lord. You are not all soft, kind, and lovely
all the time are you?
Well, my son,
people will think I have a hard edge to my nature. What people do not
understand is the hard edge they think is mine is not really mine but
the hard edge is the fine line between me and the darkness or Satan.
When people cross the line, they burn. It is their doing and their
decision. I call them to me. I call all my flock to me. Some of them
come to me but some of them do not. Those sheep that do not come to me
and who decide they want to go away from my direction will burn in the
hell of the outer darkness forever. Sending Christ for all of you was
all I could do while still preserving your ability to think and choose
for yourself. Every minute Satan attacks you to try and get you to turn
away from me. Satan tries to wear you down and wear you out. Satan tries
to discourage you. Satan tries to make you suffer in ways to make you
want to quit. Satan breaks your heart with grief. Satan breaks your
heart with loneliness and pain. What will you do my son, what will you
I shall not give up Lord. Although sometimes I
want to give up, I shall not give up. I love you Lord. Thank you for
these wonderful words.
Thank you my
son. I love you back. Give my words away and feed my sheep.